simple little happiness

Sunday, October 25
Life is an open secret, anything can happen regardless of whether we like it or not. Good individual can gone bad. People change and so do us. Some time, we might be indecisive and clouded by our own ego.

These unnecessary emotion in a way affect our decision making until we screwed up lots of things, we disappointed lots of good people. It happens to me, when I think of who I am last few year, I'm such a bastard. I disappointed a lots of people BUT I'm a damn lucky because I always have these second chance. Do you have your second change but you just let it pass?

Tomorrow is still there, always have a smile in our face, as we always have time to make small changes, although we cannot undo what ever that happen BUT at least we play our role trying to make little efforts.

Although part of the world outside is bad, ugly and complicated BUT I believe that redemption, forgiveness and sincerity in life outweigh everything.

Each of us is special in our own way, because we grew in different backgrounds and surroundings. That is why our frame of mind is different, and this further affect our attitudes and insights towards every details in our life.

I strongly believe that us, who ever we are, what ever point of views and principles we are trying to uphold, I'm sure in the end all we want is just a simple happy ending.... a simple happy ending.

a simple little happiness in our life.

my prerogative

Friday, October 23
Time have passed very fast without we even notice it.. we are fully occupied by our assignments, design project & FYP for 4th year, tests and also other personal matters..

Throughout this period of time, some of us had unfortunately expressed some unnecessary emotion breakdown towards others... Well, I do... I became so irrational until I stepped in into others right and business..

Deeply I'm sorry for what I did, It wasn't the real me, it was me under tense and pressure of assignments especially design... With the remain time of my final year, all I want to do is make good memories with my friends...

Sometimes, busy life does do us some good, it make us appreciate our life, when we are busy, we long for all those free and enjoyable time we had once, see... all those busiest moment actually play some role, those enjoyable time will be nothing if we always have them... the feeling will not be the same...This is life, nothing is actually easy at the first place, each of us should work for it in our might, NEVER TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED... and if you have ability of influencing others, never influence others to hurt the 3rd party, always remember, we are all the same, we do make mistakes in our life...

Dear friends, I love you all.. Let prepare ourselves in this final battle in our EXAM... Best wishes and best of luck!

Kwek.


silent is present II

Tuesday, September 29

when you speak, it is silent...

when you are silent , it's speak...

it's speak through your silents, people read you and interpret through your body language, your facial expression and your mood.

in the other hand, too much of speaking may disrupt the moments BUT the tongue of wise brings healing...

seek balance in everything we do especially in our words... if we are lost in our sight of direction, simplicity and balance is the answer...

p/s:
be happy, =)

many little things

Monday, September 14
Life is consists of so many little things, never-never focus your attention on one single things until you spoil others... If we able to seek balance among our responsibility, spiritual , emotion and relationship with others, we will become better and better in time. Please don't let emotion outweigh other part and overtake yourself.

Sometimes, life is like a rubber band, we cannot over stretch it and there is a moment that we must learn to let go and reduce the pressure on it. Over stretched of the rubber band will deformed it... Same goes with our life, just like the rubber band, in order to maintain the elasticity and efficiency of the rubber band, we must good in controlling our force apply on it. In our life, there is time we must be firm with ourselves and there is time we must let go.

In term of love relationship, both side must agree and faithful to each others. The principle of give and take must applied. If one side already lose the confident in the relationship, then that 's it. Game over. Please don't do nonsense things such as using shaman or spell on other party. I personally against this because I believe that the love between two individuals is very noble. In love, there is no force, mind control or whatever. Everything is pure and real from the bottom of our heart.

life is indeed busy and unexpected. Still can't believe that nowadays there is still nonsense people who believe that shaman will work in maintaining the cracked love relationship. If you fail in your relationship, there still a wide of choices out there. Get over it and be tough...

I love a girl and now I only wish that she is leading a happy and prosperous life... that's all matter now for the time being...

=)

09:09:09

Wednesday, September 9
09:09:09

Suddenly I realized how fast time had past without we even noticing about it. Life been very busy these past few weeks. Each of us indulged in our own dilemmas.

In my circle of life, few of my close companion are homesick... Some are not satisfy with their physical state claiming that they are fat and etc. Some are still losing themselves in their lavish world & yet they didn't even show little remorse.. Some are losing grip over their own believe & pride.Well, this is life~ in our current age I believe whatever happen each of us should be able to pick up ourselves all those fallen pieces every time we fall down. We have to~ in order to move on.

Recently, I learned that if they don't ask, they usually don't need the information or any help from us. Further inquiry from us will only worsen the situation. No matter how good our intention are, whatever we do to help, things still go the other way round. Oh damn!

In my blog I seldom mention personal stuffs BUT recently I noticed that I'm a shape shifter. In brief, I change my attitudes, behaviors and insights every time I'm adapting in a new surrounding. This is not good. In a way, I don't have a strong foundation in my life. From place to place or time to time, I change. Yes, maybe I'm adapting fast but still this is not the real me I think. I think.

I'm still trying to figure out these puzzles of my life. I will become better in time~it's a promise.

these are few random important moments that I want to treasure~LOL