the legacy left behind

Already a week, Malaysia lost a great talented daughter of the country. She is a true Malaysian indeed despite than those self-proud nonsense creature that insult people cultures, beliefs and rights. I believe that even after her decrease, those religions extremist & some tabloid news such as Kosmo wills bad mouths about her gender, liberalism and insights.

What the hell I care? Rest in Peace, Kak Min... Ignore those hellish creature

I believe that Yasmin Ahmad is one of the best minds of the country. An ordinary yet humble which single handed rise up the Malaysian movie and advertisement to another level.

Everytime I watch her work I can feel how close we are being a Malaysian. Beside the point whether you are Malay, Chinese, Indian, bugis or bumiputera Sabah Sarawak. It’s really heart-touching.

Me myself as an individual that come from a diversity cultures, religion & race family know that it is not easy to share the same insights over some matter together. For that, she have all my admire and respect for standing firmly on her beliefs. She has left behind a legacy of a truly diplomatic and harmonious multi-racial Malaysia and its colors.

KOSMO huh? this is one of the reasons why I prefer not to read Malay newspapers. Journalists write without thinking of the consequences and most of them write for the sake of licking politician’s shoes.

Recently, all my posting are either cursing with anger or very cynical (smiles) =) , ha2... no offense... too much of the unexpected events happened & I personally don't like things that come uninvited. BUT I believe this is life, things can come undesirably. I will have more in control in the way I response in future. he2...

p/s: no more worth-watching 1st class PETRONAS TV Commercial for CNY, Raya, Deepavali & Nasional Day

when we are little...

Remember when we were little and we would accidentally hurt a kid on the playground?

Our teacher would said "go and said you're sorry" and we would say it BUT we wouldn't mean it because that stupid fellow we hurt accidentally totally deserve it. We denied everything & defended ourselves.

But as we increase in age, making amends isn't as simple as that. The pride, image and dignity out weigh everything.

After the playground days are over, you can't say just simply say it. We have to mean it, because every word spoken out from our mouth come with great responsibility attach to it.

A reminder especially to myself who being so reckless, stubborn & bad-tempered... ha2...

"I'm sorry" is merely a simple statement, people nowadays just simple said it out loud without understand deeply about it.

I always believe that our actions can say what words can never reach. When we get it right with time, actions come along with the right intention and patient, I believe this is what we called REDEMPTION....

p/s: hope things will be fine in USM KKJ, only Creator know this H1N1 disease & its meanings behind, God bless all...

dissimilarity II

That is why I always believe in my stand that we should follow our heart without any hesitation in making friends regardless of religion, gender and status as long is that we RESPECT each others.

I'm being myself actually. If I think I made mistakes, I will take full responsible for it. This is how life should be based on my believe. I'm not claiming to be noble just like some people who wear "kopia" around and so called themselves "alim".

I totally agreed that I'm bad-tempered, selfish and stubborn person. For me, I have made myself clear that if I don't like some party, still I do respect them. In fact, term such as "alim" not even matter for me. It's very abstract and each of us define it differently. Even people what you called "alim" also fail to respect people.

The controversial speech of a nonsense creature named Hadi Awang is a good example. He made very offending statement. I'm Sabahan, so I don't have the right to fired my M-16 rifle on him.

Please do read yourself the insights of my Sarawakian friends regarding this issues. Click the link below for their blog. Deepo & Donovan

for the news update, click here and here.

Still, I don't believe in any political party. Manipulative and full with hidden agendas. Party for the sake of religion you said, you don't even know how to respect people cultures and believes. Nonsense...

Somehow, I have re-adjust myself. A year from now, I will be working. have to prepare myself for that. have to think deeply for my family and myself...

p/s: al-fatihah for Yasmin Ahmad, personally I do like her alot... she was gifted in her career

kanak-kanak

Zaman kanak-kanak adalah zaman yang paling manis buat semua orang, tak ada kerisauan,tak ada kesusahan. Segalanya indah-indah belaka.

Mungkin pada minit ni kita bersedih kerna dimarahi, tetapi pada minit seterusnya kita dah lupa akan peristiwa tersebut dan segalanya menjadi indah kembali.

Itulah zaman kanak-kanak kita, pelik bukan? tetapi tak semua kenangan kanak-kanak kita tersimpan dalam memori. Ada yang telah kita lupakan tanpa sengaja, entah ke mana ia hilang? mungkin kerana kita terlalu sibuk dalam alam remaja.

Iya, Alam remaja yang kecoh dengan geng-geng sekolah menengah kita. Hobi masing-masing dan jugak cinta monyet kita yang tak membuahkan hasil. Masa berlalu, kita menginjak ke alam Universiti, kita sibuk pulak dengan pengajian kita, sesetengah kita sibuk bergaul dgn komuniti sekeliling dan ada pulak yang sibuk dengan pasangan masing-masing. Naik taraf sikit dari cinta monyet, Cinta Babon kot.

Macam-macam ada, para blogger dengan dunia blog mereka, geng-geng quizzer sporting dengan channel quiz mereka di MIRC serta sharer yang membekalkan hiburan untuk semua.Variasi telah menghimpunkan kita yang berkepelbagaian latar hidup sehingga kita bertemu di menara gading terbilang ini.

Kira boleh lah hidup kita ni, walaupun masih ada niat-niat kita yang masih tak kesampaian, akan tetapi semua keperluan asas kiranya telah dipenuhi. Bersyukur-bersyukur...walaupun line internet USM KKJ teruk nak mampus dan bilik asrama dipenuhi dengan Charlie yang melayang-layang. bersyukur-bersyukur...

Kita ni tak pernah nak puas terutamanya mereka yang menginjak ke usia dua puluhan, semua depa nak! dapat satu nak dua, tiga dan seterusnya. Seyes tamak! ha2... ( kahkakah)

Khayal tingkah laku kita melupakan semua, kemesraan seperti kanak-kanak dah jadi satu kenangan manis... tiada yang salah, hanya kita yang dah jadi tak secelik dulu... kita dah semakin jauh dari zaman kanak-kanak kita...

Adakalanya, kita patut menoleh kembali ke zaman tersebut, ada yang tersiratnya... KANAK-KANAK, mereka sebenarnya adalah sifu dalam keceriaan, kebahgiaan dan kegembiraan.

akhir kata,

Memandangkan kini sebuah kemaafan, kemesraan dan keceriaan dah semakin payah diperolehi.. Maka berguru lah dengan kanak-kanak, kerana Kanak-kanak ni sebenarnya memiliki PHD dalam menjalani kehidupan yang ideal, ha2... nak tahu hujahnya --> (klik kat sini, post saya yang lepas)

p/s: untuk sahabat yang menyambut hari jadi pada 22 Julai ni, selamat hari jadi... smoga berjaya mencapai impian di hati

dissimilarity

It doesn't matter
people's life take them to strange places
they do strange things
they make strange & bad choices
and sometimes we can't talk about them
each of us never did anything wrong by each other...
because it's abstract, nothing actually is right or wrong..
it's depend what lens we use to view it

it's the variation of human being... each of us is made differently...

p/s: still, i'm a bit consevative... still can't accept ppl doing certain things... it felt very weird...

The half blood Prince

I watched the popular sequence of Harry Potter at Sunway Carnival at 11.45pm together with USM KKJ well-admired blogger Sallikin & Maverick plus their Cedec practical friend from Minden, Kamal. Naim MPP is also there...

Sigh! the story plot is as expected in the novel BUT I was actually quiet disappointed with the half blood prince, i'm expecting something more to bring the story alive maybe some captivate actions as in Transformers 2 or some tummy tickling jokes as in YEs Man.... It was pretty linear with nothing capture my amusement.

It's undeniable that Emma Watson got prettier and more feminine than the last sequence, The order of Phoenix and Severus Snape still with his old time wicked facial expression and I would said that Alan Rickman had done pretty good jobs in reviving this character as in the book. The funeral of Dumbedore is being removed.

That is why just as the sequence of Harry Potter? It is easy to gain famous overnight or in other words, it's easy to start something that capture the eyes of the world BUT if we want to maintain it, it actually require much more hardwork, strategy and luck than we expected... Well, life have its ups & down, same goes with the half blood prince as it fail to amuse the the fans... Let hope the best for the finale sequence as it needs to gain back the fans heart.

p/s: I don't like the final ending of the last book... something just not right, what do you think?

Coffee, cream & sugar

Coffee, sugar & cream.

It's the ingredient which make a good cup of coffee. Mmm... Even thought it seems the same, but it actually different with the changing amount of its respective composition.

Coffee, sugar & cream.
Each of it give us different taste, feeling and boost our will with the right amount of caffeine in it. Without the sugar, the coffee taste bad, bitter and less favorable by people worldwide...without the coffee bean, it's just merely a cup of sugar-cream mixture without any mesmerizing aroma. Lastly, the cream added to enhance the flavor and improve the color of the coffee.


Coffee, sugar & cream.
It's us who decide the amount of the respective composition if we are to make our own awesome cup of coffee ourselves that brew perfectly the composition. It's us who decide and different individual actually define an awesome coffee differently.

Same goes with our life...

Our life is like a cup of coffee, it's up to us to make it worth memorable or life of one way ticket to hell... It's us that make that choice...

BUT nowadays people are peculiar, they do strange things and it's unreasonable... some, knowing that they are on a one way ticket straight to the hell, they still want to proceed unaware of the hellish creature they become... Some become very low priced, they attempt people just for the sake of fun and accommodations neglecting the status of pride and principle in life... Some, they are so proud of themselves until they forgot their origins...

I believe that we choose and alter the best ingredient and amount for ourselves. It's like our own cup of coffee. Life have its ups and downs just like the coffee we made, not necessary it taste good on our first attempt. Maybe we lack of experience in making a good cup of coffee.


In time, we will better and expert in making our own cup of coffee, just like our life ... We have to keep troubleshooting and sometime we should learn the bitterness of life so that we understand what life is consists. Plus, life is not about how long you live BUT it's how well you live.

Everyone want to have fun and on the same time they desire great success BUT they forgot that life is made of little things...

p/s: my favourite cup of coffee is capppuccino, ha2...

birthday is a gift

Birthday as the term itself implies that it is the anniversary of the particular day which a person is born into this blessed earth..

Praise The Creator for all the bitterness & sweetness we experience in life. It is the hidden treasure in life, once discover, it become priceless...

to make my meaning it simple, i made this analogy,
Our life is like a coin, once spent, there is no refund at all... Value and spend it wisely... he3..


dedicated for my special companions whose birthday is on 1st and 2nd July,

I have known you quite a while,
When you talk, you make me smile.
A special friend, I will probably keep,
If you buy me, a cool cendol.

It’s your birthday, I never forgot,
Texting messages, bringing you smile,
Hope you always cloud 9,
Since you’ve never had a bad side.

I nearly quit, writing this poem,
Mind is blank, it’s all blur,
Soon, your day will be here,
Keep focus, success surely appear.

Happy Birthday to Nur ifwah & happy belated to Cekang, hope that the your journey of life ahead will be blessed by Creator... happy always...