IT HURTS to realize your love and acceptance was rejected although you are truly sincere. This cuts so deeply you try and suppress it. All you want to do is forget - but how can you forget if she always on your mind? it hurts even more when you are decided to wait although she is seeing someone & you knew it already.......
IT HURTS........ to see the looks of hatred coming from the faces of those you love and once close to you- to hear the silence responses when you try and talk to them. It cuts deeply when you try and give your efforts on the conversation and they stand like a statue, pretending you aren't there. It stabs like a knife when you know your friend backstabbing you.
IT HURTS when you know your faith in the Creator hasn't changed - only your trust in an organization - yet you are accused of being a trouble maker, liberal & not religious. It hurts even more when it is your family and friends making these accusations & assumptions.
IT HURTS to know you must start all over again. You feel you have wasted so much time. You feel betrayed, suspicious of everyone including family, friends and how this life works.
IT HURTS....... when you find yourself feeling guilty or ashamed of what you were - even about leaving them. You feel depressed, confused, lonely. You find it difficult to make decisions. You don't know what to do with yourself because you have so much time on your hands now - yet you still feel guilty for spending time on nothing.
IT HURTS......... when you feel you are all alone - that no one seems to understand what you are feeling. It hurts when you realize your self confidence and self worth are almost non-existent.
IT HURTS because you know that even though you were deceived, you are responsible for being taken in. All that wasted time........ at least you know that this foolish self of you is still going to wait and commited to this unfavourable investment.
THE PAIN OF GRIEF IS UNEXPLAINABLE & UNBEARABLE....
YES, IT HURTS BUT THE HURTS WILL HEAL WITH TIME, PATIENCE & UNDERSTANDING
original writer: Jan Groenveld
rearranged & translated to a simple English by daniel aka dEe
remarks: today, 1 December, my heart hurts... because of the truth is alway hurts so much
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4 comments:
agreed..truth always hurt...
paragraph 1,2,5,6,7
really....
T_T
in every T-R-U-T-H, someone can get H-U-R-T.
it hurt to be alone and wasted, when we speak no one listen (although they were there).
it also hurt not being able to do anything about it.
it hurt when i know, to be accepted as someone, i have to be someone else, i have to pretend and it is wrong to be myself.
it hurt more that by being myself, i am nobody, im suddenly invisible to all eyes.
it hurt the most, when our love one raise hope and let it hang there waiting for someone to let it drop dead.
one friend says, kalau cepat bangun, nanti jatuh terduduk, tak sempat nak sambut.
what i say, i believe Allah has the best for me, and this is just another rough patch to reach a better end.
Qas, very touching and i totally agree with it. all of your points ...
yes, this is life... we should find our best soln in every
pebble that hit us... life is only once, so why make it difficult, let us make it simple... let us enjoy all the sweet & bitter of life...
Allah noe the best
oh dee dee. sy silent reader je blog awk. sy link ke blog awk k
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